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I wa thinking about this today while listening to something on talk radio about all the fentanyl and shit that’s in illegal drugs these days. When I was young, they warned us about drugs being “laced”. “Don’t smoke pot, it may be laced with something”. The same speech went for other drugs like crank and coke. Back then, no one was “lacing” your crank with anything. We got the purest and finest crank, the old stuff, long before they called it “crystal meth”. The coke was also good and “pure”. We never got anything bad.

Now what’s happening, is everything they warned us about 40 years ago. You don’t what’s in anything anymore. I’ve done my fair share of all of it and that ended some time ago. Due to some injuries and pain from construction work and car wrecks, I found myself taking norco and such pills, getting them from friends and other connections. The occasional valium and such as well. I quit all that crap right when the fentanyl started turning up in the pills, about nine years ago. I was not gonna be taken out that way. Besides, the crackdown on the pills made everything dry up and the prices went through the roof.

Listen kids, don’t do street drugs, not even street pot. Get that shit from a store if you have to get stoned. I know a guy who’s nephew died from fentanyl laced weed.

I stick to beer and the occasional vodka-soda.

I'd literally be sweating if I were out in the sun. And tonight it's only going down to 55.

2 PM 75° RealFeel® 84° hi

5 AM 55° RealFeel® 56° lo

We're suffering too, but slightly trolling because I know some of you live in horrific places. Double Plus bad if you have horrible weather AND niggers.

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Find the oldest picture you can and the newest. Nothing has changed.

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We're doing it at 8pm Eastern.

A thing did come up, basically just dinner with an Uncle I haven't seen in a long time. So I'm going to get links in, and if anyone can take charge that would be awesome. I can basically run it from the road, but if someone does take charge that makes things even more simple.

I already have Shawn of the Dead in the room. I just need to get a link in for Das Boot. Then you can ctrl-f for it pretty easily.

In all likelihood one of my regulars at Matrix will probably step up to the plate. But I figure it's good for you guys to know what's going on tonight.

Here: https://cytu.be/r/matrixhub
Thread on Matrix: https://matrix.gvid.tv/c/MovieNight/7yVid4gE9m

But yeah, Das Boot and Shawn of the Dead.

I wanna share this with you all. How my mind works. What I've been going through mentally. This is going to get metaphorical really quick.

Imagine a place like the Faroe Islands or the isle of sky. A large grass field with cliffs and drops to the ocean.

I built my fortress there. Where I kept my precious memories. Where I could be safe. It had a garden in the back where I'd bury my feelings. Firing someone that didn't deserve it, even though I fought back, dead animals, dead relatives, relationships breaking down because of cheating.

I built a large wall surrounding the fortress and would only let a few select people in. They had proven themselves. Of course the animals were let in because they're innocent. Those walls kept people out that did love me but I couldn't see it because I was drinking to much. So they'd clamor at the walls and I'd ignore them. They eventually all went away. To leave me on my own. At the time I thought it was great. No more no noise, however slowly I realized that my soul was dying.

A new part of me was born after some major hardships and he came to the fortress. Kicking and screaming he dragged me out by the collar while the structure and the walls were collapsing. Lying on the ground he told me, "you go back there, you're dead. There's nothing left for you here." He pointed at the horizon as the sun was coming up and said, "we must go there. You can't worry about what will happen or might happen, we have to go." He picked me up and we merged together. I had a pack back with the most important things in it. Love, knowledge and reaching out to those that left. My fur buddies rallied around and we headed off.