I have been a lurker since forever. One thing I've always loved is to read, how people became who they are today, and I am talking about all the "pills" we take and how it affects us.
This post is my introduction. Note that my English is bad and I refuse to use a translator. I also want to say that this post will be duplicated on ConPro, because these two sites (New Voat (Upgoat) and ConsumeProduct)...let's say, I like them the most.
Beginning. I was just a guy with all those interests such as movies, games, etc. Keep in mind: I am from a Slavic Land, and "a normie" here is in some way different from "a normie from the West". Common sense is really common here. Despite this, I was always apolitical, ignorant to races, to the JQ, I didn't even knew what exactly is "jewish".
It's 2015. I decided to learn English. So, I started spending some time on the AngloNet (the English-speaking part of the Internet). Twitter was one of the places that I often visited and read. After a while, I started noticing all these attacks on "Straight White Males" such as "manspreading", "mansplaining", "wage gaps", "MeToo", etc., and due to my Slavic nature, based on common sense, I found it absolutely ridiculous. I took all those attacks very personally. Reason for that? Not sure.
At that time, everything started to change. I became more and more depressed and constantly losing my will.
Accidents and putting it all together.
You know how it is sometimes...you search for something on the Internet, and after a while you find yourself in a completely different place. It happened to me. As a result, I ended up on OG Voat. At first I thought, "What a disgusting website!". My "normie" brain couldn't understand how people can say such things. It was completely different from anything I had encountered before. I was trying to figure out if it made any sense. My favorite thing was to take the phone, sit on the toilet and read. At first, I only partially understood what people were saying. To me, it looked like cryptoheroglyphs. But some invisible string kept me on the site.
Words are powerful.
I was bouncing between "liberal" social media and Voat. The more I consumed all of this, the lower and lower I sank in my mental state. I didn't know what to do, who I was and where I was going. It was a vital moment: would I continue to be an ignorant moron or would I become who I am now. But then the stars lined up.
It was a completely random comment from one of the "Goat from the Voat", on a completely random thread. It was about how..."you are not alone...we are everywhere..." and other motivating words on steroids. It was insanely honest, and it got me! I realized where I belong and who I am. Again, I can't explain why that particular comment affected me so much.
I decided to end my old life and devote myself fully to the new chapter. Quit my job, cut off all contact with the outside world. I started taking all these pills like crazy. One after another. Digging down rabbit holes, losing sleep. But, in the end, it was worth it. Since then, I've been doing research in the shadows and, at the same time, "hardening" myself physically and mentally/morally.
This is only a small part of what I've been through, and I've only mentioned a few events that have had the biggest impact on my formation.
Even though my journey started 10 years ago, I am still relatively young. And now I am fully prepared to join you, GOATS, in this eternal battle.
It's especially important when talking in context about the CIA the FBI and other things like that. Their top executives or administrators are often jews. So if the FBI is doing something or the CIA is doing something it's not to cover up for the CIA or for the USA it's the cover up for the Jewish involvement in something. This no doubt includes the JFK assassination but pretty much everything else too including the January 6th instigated fake riots 9/11 and all the rest.
