I want to thank you all for the massive support you have all shown me. I've dropped so many tears because of all of you supporting me.
Ive been fighting a mental battle where I know my old life is gone and if I go back to the alcohol I'll die. My nerves are still shot and I get anxiety shakes in when I wake up but I'm making it.
I've unburied a lot of my feelings I've suppressed and have been dealing with coming to terms with the negatives I've buried over the years.
Increased my magnesium and coq10 and got my heart rate under control. Stable at 116/89.
You all are my brothers in arms and frankly you all mean more to me than most my friends that when I reached out for help just walked right over me.
And i want true freedom. I want to respect America, the west, and the police but cant. Not after all the people they've falsely murdered and jailed as slaves. The police abducted me when i was teenager for no reason. They tried to murder me when i was teenager. 2 times. Then they came back after me when i spoke out as an adult against what they've been doing to me and innocent people across the country they are murderers who murder and tried to murder me for fun. Fuck the police fuck the FBI fuck the US Marshals and fuck the west fuck the fourth of jew lie. Fuck republicans and fuck democrats. I can see why we need to overthrow the police and feds and spies and military and government and schools and shrinks and fake news. Because they all tried to Jew me. gypping Jews. My life is a gyp the west is a gyp. The republicans have politicised police violence and have sided with the police and are bootlickers who basically told me to fuck off and die and the democrats agree with them. You fucked up my life now i'm going to fuck up your shyster system. Tracy Kuel aka formerly Tracy Nault my former 7th and 8th grade teacher at Roosevelt middle school in Appleton WI is a cunt. Jenna Suel my shrink from years ago is a quack. Officer Schuetts the SRO from Roosevelt middle school during 2004 is a dirty cop. The Post Crescent newspaper are liars. Marshal J Bales my current shrink my parents and the government is forcing me to see is a quack. And Chris Wray is a mother fucker and so are his feminist female FBI agents and the Appleton WI police are multi culti woke dirty abusive child murderers who cover for cops who rape kids and murder kids. Crappy 4th Appleton WI. I hope with names named and lives ruined something is done for the pain they caused when i was younger and the pain they're still inflicting on me to this second.
